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than I, and my femininity bloomed because of her. The poor dear hadn't actually anything to do with it but her dancing costumes did. We used to visit each other quite frequently and on one occasion, I saw her being fitted into a beautiful sequined, short skirted outfit. Have you ever sat in a ballpark on a dark night, waiting for the fireworks to go off? When they do finally light the sky, you have a won- derful feeling of awe. Well, that's how I felt when I saw that beautiful outfit. I knew that I had to try it on and I fulfilled my desire before the day was over. She had changed her clothing and left the costume on her bed. I was mesmerized by it. I stayed in the room with her for some time and she finally started out of the room and I said that I wanted to go to the bathroom and would be with her in a minute. Before she was halfway down the stairs I had clutched the treasure, was in the bathroom with the door shut and locked and my clothes halfway off. What a wonderful, heavenly feeling that was. I slip- ped it on, zipped it up and stared into the mirror. Of course at this tender age, I didn't have much of a problem looking feminine. I just couldn't under- stand why I should have such a wonderful feeling of fulfillment and utter ecstacy, but I did. I just shook from head to toe and thought my heart would beat so hard it would tear a hole in the costume.

My cousin had been in many dance recitals and con- sequently had a great many costumes. Over the next two years, I tried on every costume she had and I must admit, that I had to try on some of her street clothes too. I tried on some her lingerie too, since after all, I certainly had to wear something under- neath. What a wonderful summer that was! I do think that my aunt worried about me though. I must have spent four hours a day in the bathroom. On a few occasions, I would have a little glitter on my neck and my cousin would give me a dirty look but she never came right out and told me to keep my dirty little paws off her things. After a session with the clothes, I would ge terribly blue and vow I'd